Worry is not the disposition that will get us through this. Confidence is what's needed. Faith in the system and the personnel and the preparation is what is required.

"Time itself, and the clock as a measuring device for it, can be your friend whether you have too much of it or not enough. It defines the moment and your place within it. And it gives you the information you need to make the best choice."

"The Sun will enter Aries today, bringing a period of confidence and fearlessness. You'll bravely face your demons and move forward. Over the next month, you'll begin new and exciting initiatives and be a pioneer in some way."

Interesting...More later.

Arcade Fire - "Rebellion (Lies)"

Chevelle - "Mia" from the album Point #1

It sucks when you have so much to say about a lot of things, but for some reason, you can't get any of it out. Maybe this is healthier. This forces you to ponder these things in your head. However, this means that you and you alone will have to find the answers to these questions. You have to be cautious and not lead yourself astray. Still, there is a sense of tranquility to this state. It's just you and your thoughts, with the future in the balance.

Sadly from where I stand, I almost would give anything to forget. I know it's somewhat morbid to say so, because that would be a place to where you cannot come back, but at least I wouldn't have to feel this. On one hand, you'd lose a piece to the puzzle and it would be gone forever, but at the same time so would the pain. And at this point, I just want the pain to go away forever. I'm tired.